Seven Things
There are few things that I have learned about my 13 year old self.
I didn’t bother looking for my old blogs (and failed attempts of it) until I found the strength to purge them all. I started on Livejournal, because my past relationships seem to created this problem with my current boyfriend. So to really put the past behind, I’ve decided to delete it and all its glory, and yes I didn’t visit it since then.
But here’s one particular blog that I can’t seem to get off the face of the interwebs. Because for one, I could not remember what my password was and for another, I’d like to its a time capsule back in the time I was young and naive.
Its lost somewhere in the vast interwebs, and I know you wouldn’t bother to look it up.
But to be honest, as embarrasing as they may come, I actually realized I remember a lot of things I have forgotten about myself.
1. I was good in school.Based on the blog post, I got 93 in a subject. Makes me think why don’t I try harder now that college is more important? Jeez.2. I’m pretty judgemental about people.It was my teacher who became my closest friend. And now, reading this makes me sad that I talked shit about him, especially in the internet. I was pretty naive about everything that it was easy for me to judge people based on their looks. And how new they were like me. I guess that made me feel better talking to others and making them inferior. I think I’ve been better since and not gonna do that anymore.3. I stole the boyfriend of my first bestfriend in HighschoolBad move, bitch.4. I have immensely improved my grammarMaybe it’s because of my age and my maturity that I know now that proper grammar is gold. And besides, sTiCkY cApS and multiple letter words are very Jejemon.5. I’m less annoyingOk, that fact still remains to be seen but I felt that I became more mellow as I grew older. Seven years isnt that of a long time but I’m not as annoying as my highschool self.6. I learned how to hold my own.Shit, that is. I was too wrapped up in the idea of having friends. And I admit, I still do now. But I’m quite getting into terms that not being invited to every cool college party is okay. I’m still getting my own kind of fun. Heh.7. Still socially awkwardI was socially awkward in gradeschool, highschool and still am in the present. Maybe that what makes me who I am, maybe thats alright. And I’m still glad people arent go freaked out by me.Maybe when I get older, I’ll bump into this very blog post again and realize what I was in my 20’s. A scary thought to have.
I have one thing to say to my 13 year-old self though, I am now a better and less annoying person than I was then and still am addicted to Harry Potter.
